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I'm an O- ?

2010-08-15T17:39:00.002+08:00

Blogging from Flickr now! :D

Isn't my blood prettay? Heh. I think I have an obsession with being poked by a lancet. *shining braces smile*

Been mad tired lately with studying, finishing homework, ditching homework for studying, eating, sleeping and the rare hang outs with my buddies.

Very tempted to slack, but guilt catches up with the THOUGHT of it in a second. :(

Was in dire need to de-stress and yesterday, the job was done!

Though I'm experiencing side effects like tanner skin and crazy fatigue, I officially have no regrets! :)

This is the period of time where I feel like I should stop going to school so that I have more time for productive studying and preparation for major exams.

Ahh, I wish.

17th.

2010-07-24T22:21:00.004+08:00

Today was ... Idk, I'm still suffering from the aftershock I guess.

But seriously, thank you all!

I love you guys!

Why do we do this?

Something for all of you out there. :)

2010-07-15T17:01:00.006+08:00

Note: This post is MAD long.

It’s a funny thing to look back at the fact that I used to think that my class was like the whole school to me.

On the first day I went Suria, I was in junior two and my thoughts were running at more than a hundred miles per hour – too fast for my little brain to keep up with at that time. I probably went home totally confused and had no idea what just happened on that particular day.

I was pretty much well known among my friends and family for being the crybaby when I was in pre-school and junior one. So being me, I cried in school. Not on the first day, but the second day. Also, I have the extremely weird tendency of catching a fever every time I get frightened or shocked or something of the sort when I was way younger. I think I’ve told some of my buddies about this before. I know I’m weird. Haha. So ‘coincidentally’ I got a fever on the second day of school. Awesome.

Reminiscing all these little things makes me feel like I’ve grown so much. My first friends were LengLeng and Lyn. So we’ve really came a long way, huh?

In junior three, I start to expand my social circles to people outside of my class. We used to have this ‘change-class’ thing, which was basically streaming, for certain subjects. I got to know KYin, Dan, Sammie, Yee, Yun and so many more of them who I’m still friends with now. Ah, the wonders of friendship. :)

My friendship with Sammie, Yee and Yun started really weirdly. Those of you who were in 3Hope and 3Charity might remember that our class used to be the craziest rivals in our year. Those unnecessary chaos that we created just so that we could prove that we were better than each other. Guys from our class couldn’t play tag with people from your class, skipping rope competitions during break and lunch…but somehow we managed to see through all that and still be friends.

The years pass in a blur and soon we find ourselves talking about boys, crushes and mostly boys. ;D I’m holding myself back from laughing at how naïve I used to be during that period of time but the memories we created are still so one-of-a-kind to me. Memories of us chasing each other along the corridors of the Library and Music Room, sharing my noodles with LengLeng, sitting with Mashi in English, Yen’s blushing incidents and some lame hair-dryer thing that Ben used to call Leng – so irreplaceable. And could you believe I used to be in the school choir? Dery too.

The memories of junior six are the best to recall. Mostly because I personally thought it was one of the most fun-filled years throughout the years I had in Suria. Despite the pressure of being in what everyone, especially the teachers, assumed to be the best class – we managed to pull through and not let their assumptions ruin our fun. But of course, I’m sure that we were the best class they expected us to be, if not better. :P

It was hard to wave goodbye to such a year. I didn’t want to let go. Hanging on to whatever I had left of my junior six year, I reluctantly moved on to senior one. Even though some of them left Suria, most of us managed to stay in contact. 6Joy05’ gatherings were the most active in our senior one year. I got the chance to expand my circle of friends when I was exposed to so many new students in 1Joy.

Something I've learnt from then to now, true friends never grow apart. They stick to you, as if you’re super glued together. You won’t be able to get rid of them, even if you wanted to. We may have misunderstandings here and there but in the end it’s all left in the past and we move on together.

We may stumble, fall and make mistakes while growing up. Some wounds heal completely, or slowly, but some leave scars. The scars left behind are signs of your vulnerability but they also signify that you’ve grown stronger and wiser. I can say now that if I were given a chance to change the past, I wouldn’t change anything. What’s happened in the past made me who I am today, and frankly, I think I’m good with the way things are now.

This year’s my final year in high school. Given the constant remarks I get from people around me about my physical appearance, who would believe that I’m actually going to graduate this year? Putting that aside, I’ve had an awesome head start in year 2010 and things are still getting better.

It’s kinda funny that I fell for this guy, now that I’m sixteen going on seventeen, who I’ve known since I was ten. Truth to be told, I actually used to treat him like the elder brother I never had. I’m having my fair share of laughs now as I type, while remembering that I’ve teased him about his crush on one of my friends before. It’s as if our paths intersected long ago but we were too caught up with our own distractions to see each other the way we do now. I guess time really has a pair of wings and flies, huh? We’ve just passed our first six months mark and I have to say I’m incredibly grateful that the distractions have cleared up because you’re a keeper, baby. ;)

Back to serious business before I get carried away, not that my social relationship isn’t a serious matter but ah, I think you get it. :P

It’s a crucial year for all of us who are graduating this year and I know a lot of people say SPM isn’t all that important in the future, but it’s not the future YET – so I guess it’s still pretty important. Of course we still have colleges and future occupations and wayyyy to many things to worry about…but seriously? Just stay positive, cherish the times with our closest buddies and enjoy the year while we still can! :D

Cheers to all the Surians class of 2010!

I'm brace face #6 .

2010-05-17T18:42:00.003+08:00

I think spiderwebs are starting to form around this neglected site.

I shall dust it after the mid terms! Given that if I actually have stuff to update about.

Two down, nineteen more to go.

YAY.

2010-04-21T18:01:00.001+08:00

Picture credits to PohYee. :)

I just want everyone to know that I didn't fall on my face today.

That's all.

Weiiii, don't sick lah. :(

Yes.

2010-04-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

I think that's what my expression is right now. Okay maybe not.

You. scared. the. bloody. crap. outta. me. *runs off to corner and cries*

I thought I was gonna faint for a moment there. *cries some more*

My heart is still beating so fast and I can't think straight.

Help.

18th April 2010 @ 9:52pm

Truly a night to remember.

What a week.

2010-04-17T12:57:00.004+08:00

I feel awesome. NOT.

This whole week's events are wearing me out.

1. I went for the Sunway Math and Logic Challenge on tuesday.

It was an interesting experience, have never seen school before sunrise till that day.

The challenge was expectedly HARD. Like MAD hard. I swear my brain almost melted. haha :P

Yun, if you're reading this, the other students there are the REAL metal brains. ;)

2. I slept at 830pm on tuesday night.

And I almost fainted in school the next day.

Scariest near-fainting experience I've ever had so far. I almost couldn't breathe and thought I was gonna die right then and there. Not exaggerating, that was seriously what I thought.

Thanks to everyone who aided me when I really needed it.

I love you all. :)

3. Ultimax studio is slowly becoming my second home.

or third, or fourth. Maybe fifth.

4. I ran yesterday.

The first time I really ran for the standard sports event we have in school.

I managed to escape from running for the past 4 years or so. With leg injuries and what not. *sheepish smile*

and next up is the most shocking news you'll probably ever hear from me.

5. I'm going to be running on sports day.

Believe it.

6. I feel like I've lost touch with the world.

After not being able to Facebook for 4 days.

and on top of it all, I'm sick.

The weather is melting me.

2010-03-27T21:21:00.003+08:00

Life is like a rainbow. You need both the sun and the rain to make its colors appear.

CNY 2010: Day One.

2010-03-19T11:06:00.008+08:00

Woke up early on that day, hoping that my hair looks okay 'cause we weren't allowed to wash our hair.

I was in luck. My hair looked presentable. :D

Showered, ate and changed.

Cousins came over. The usual routine we have for the first day.

(Credits goes to Winter's dslr. and Winter. and her tripod stand. heh)

Before leaving for temple. :)

Sisters.

Cousin Shen @ temple. So adorable. :D

Uncle Alex burning incense.

And we'll just be sitting outside while the adults pray.

Ice cream! I passed on the ice cream this year, only the brother and cousin had ice cream. Super cute father and son moment. :D

Next, aunt's apartment. Spot me? I made everyone watch NBA All-Star 2010 with me. :)

Look at my brother's facial expression and the way he's sitting. HAHA.

This is my I'm-watching-NBA face. :D My dad is so 帅, right? Heh.

Father and daughter. My niece, the adorable KeiKei. I'm an aunt. *freaks out* Haha.

Receiving angpau from great grandma. :)

Family. :D

I bet Yun wants to squash her. Please don't. :P

Uncle Alex, Aunt Wei and I.

Grandchildren.

Grandparents, dad, uncle and aunt.

Uncle Alex's family. Uncle Alex and cousin Kean looks scarily alike. They even sound alike and act alike. :O

Aunt Christie's family. Look at little KeiKei's face! Ahhhh so cute!

Cousin Meng on the ground with his new Nikes from HK. Spot my pretty legs behind! *super vain* :D

Peace. We're leaving. :D

We had more than 15 person in the elevator. We almost thought the doors wouldn't close and we'd have to make another trip but er, we made it anyway. :O

While waiting for our dads to get the car from the carpark. Cousin Kean and I. I'm wearing 4 inched heels and I'm still not taller than him. :(

And then his sneakers scraped my foot. Priceless picture of me. XD

Summer, cousin Hong and I. I should stop slouching. *scolds self*

Eeeeeh. Adorable KeiKei.

Our next stop, McDonald's at BTHO.

Look at the massive amount of fries.

The brother looked so...contented with his McD drumstick.

I forgot what we did after that.

Movie, I think.

Stop it, kitty.

2010-03-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

Seashells @ Lyn's home.

There's this annoying kitty scratching away at the ceiling. Or is it the attic.

Whichever, I think you get what I mean. At least I hope so.

Gonna google on ways to get it away. :(

In case you haven't noticed, which then I'd suggest you to go to an optometrist, I've changed my blogskin.

Took me the whole noon (Plus slacking time) to get all the pictures and everything done.

Comments are love!

WHEE!

2010-03-13T10:47:00.002+08:00

First day of CNY, McDonald's @ BTHO.

Finally, after about 3 weeks of studying my brain cells off - first term is over!

Now my cervical vertebrae hurts like mad when I tilt my head forward. and my thoughts involuntarily goes to the crazy biology stuff I crammed into my head whenever I see or do anything.

I must be going insane.

I now have short bangs again! but it's not a straight cut like the one I previously had. Feels nice to not have my bangs poking my eyes again.

Shifted my laptop too, it now resides on the table where all my books are. and I'm sitting on a chair.

( For the sake of my vertebral column and what not. )

Might blog about CNY during the holidays, given that if I have the time.

I'll do it when I'm about to bore myself to death. If it happens.

;)

Ah, how much I missed blogging.

Studying...

2010-02-27T23:07:00.003+08:00

All the best, everyone!

CNY Celebration, SSS.

2010-02-14T17:07:00.003+08:00

I wasn't planning on attending school on the 12th of February initially.

Thanks to the encouragement of ECA marks, you see me in school on that day!

Okay, I wasn't even there for the whole day. I arrived in school after 12. Walked all the way from the guardhouse, too.

Oh well.

Before the show,

(Pictures are grabbed from Dearie's)

Step #1 to calm your before-performance-nerves: Take a picture of one of the guys behind your performance.

Step #2: Take a toilet break!

Step #3: Take a picture with the stage behind you. Make sure you're in contact with a part of the stage. ie: stairs.

#4: Find MrChemistry. Who actually looked like MrKungFu on that day.

Step #6: Get backstage. Allow someone to do the above action to you.

Way #7: Attempt it yourself.

#8: Insist on letting someone koala hug you. (She wanted to carry me, I didn't force her!)

#9: Be the non-blood-related one in a picture.

#10: Let the camera man ask you to strike a weird pose.

#11: Get a picture that looks like three guys peeing. Haha. No, it's actually for people to guess who is who! Can you?

#12: Let the camera guy take pictures of your back view. Spread some LOVE around while you're at it.

#13: Try to look like ghosts. and make sure you succeed.

#14: Do something weird and random. on multiple chairs.

#15: Get matching tee shirts so no one can differentiate you from afar later. Haha. Nah, just joking.

After performing,

Sit outside, in a row, against the wall with legs extended like in the above picture.

During the finale, be the odd ones out.

and we're done! =D

Eleven.

2010-02-13T14:14:00.002+08:00

Such a pretty picture. *wipes non-existent tears*

No edits done on the picture above. Credits goes to ME! haha Winter's dslr and the sunlight coming through from the window.

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day in advance!

Might blog about the CNY celebration in school. If I'm up to it. and after I get the crazeeeeeee pictures.

Thank You. :)

My fortune cookie reading.

2010-01-30T22:46:00.003+08:00

Be happy. It's one way of being wise. -- Sidonie Gabrielle.

and since I'm supposed to share my happiness...

(Who cares if I ate that fortune cookie days ago and only sharing today!)

Heh.

Oversized tee!

;)

I have a secret project. evil smile

2010-01-20T21:40:00.003+08:00

*Insert caption here*

My blog feels dead. I feel dead.

School life's a never ending monotonous cycle. Sigh.

and the fact that I'm a senior five doesn't make it any better. Imagine having to hear and worry about SPM almost every waking moment.

Did I mention that my sore throat is one hell of a persistent sickness?

Despite drinking lots ( my lots may vary from yours. =P ) of h-two-oh and being forced by Dery to eat that disgusting Dequadin thingie, I'm still having sore throat. Grr. Go away already. =/

Oh right, something really REALLY funny happened last saturday.

So I went to Lynzie's place with Dery on saturday to get our chemistry project done.

Mash's parents dropped both Dery and I at the guardhouse, and we walked to Lyn's place.

We saw Aunty Teo's car, so target locked, and we walked towards it.

Reached the autogate, I pressed the doorbell.

Weird doorbell, I think the spring's spoilt or something. It sounded weird.

I rang the doorbell like, twice? and no one opened the gate.

So I called Lyn and asked her to open the gate.

Not a minute later, she called me back and asked me where I was.

I was like 'In front of your house lah.' and then. AND THEN.

Dery and I both realized we weren't standing infront of Lyn's house at all.

We went pass it. and I was complaining to Dery 'Lyn's house got so far wan meh, I remember it's not so far wan leh.'

and so, we quickly ran to Lyn's house incase someone from the other house came out and wondered who rang the doorbell.

Dery and I couldn't stop laughing.

What happens when the workaholic meets the workoutholic?

;)

2010's slowpoke of the year. haha

2010-01-10T17:14:00.004+08:00

My new year resolutions! ( I know I'm a slowpoke lah, I haven't made up my mind about my resolutions yet previously. )

#1 The usuals - stay happy, healthy and safe.

#2 Love family and friends even more than I do now, if that's possible. :)

#3 Straight As. and that means studying smarter and harder.

#4 Grow taller. Exercise more often. but being unable to drive limits my activities.

#5 Make sure all my plans work out smoothly. Haha I sound like a control freak.

My resolutions seem the same every year. I just checked my resolutions for last year. My hair still isn't the length before I chopped it off yet. =/

Alright on with my list of resolutions for 2010.

#6 Control my eating habits. Make sure I eat as healthily as possible. Okay I don't think this is going to happen.

#7 Participate more actively in school events. Sighs at the fact that it's my final year of high school.

#8 Prevent the fall of 2010. Refer to point number 6 of this post. Hopefully someone will be able to catch me, in any case that I really fall. ;)

#9 Continue expanding my collection of books. *excited at the thought of getting new books*

#10 Fall in love. with my future husband, a toy breed schnauzer! Okay, no lah. My future husband is Edward Cullen although he's a fictional but who cares. Haha. I want to get a schnauzer so badly. Hopefully I'll get one in the near future. =D

Ask me.

Things with a story.

2010-01-05T21:39:00.006+08:00

10 year old stamp and ink pad.

5 not so random things that mean something to me.

#1 My name stamp

I've had this name stamp and stamp pad since I was 7 years old, and I'm still using it today. This year will be the final year I'm gonna be using it. I can't help but to feel a little bit sad about it and all of a sudden I feel like I've grown up so quickly. I could recall holding the name stamp for the very first time, when the rubber part of it was still clean and free of ink. Now, it's all covered in dried blue ink. It holds so many memories of me getting ready for school every year. Saves me the trouble of having to write my name on my books too. =D

#2 My brown teddy

A gift from my mum. I was 8, I think. I think some Enid Blyton story influenced me to get that teddy. Heh. I still have it, and it's in perfect condition. =]

#3 My plush toys

I was never really one who'd buy plushies, the only exception was the brown teddy mentioned above but my plush toys collection kept increasing. Birthday presents, random gifts from friends and family. A lot of them are cute furry doggies, but I never took them out 'cause they're all white. Not very fond of getting their fur grey or worse, black. I blame the person who got them for me. =P Those stuffed cuteness marks different points of my life, my 10th birthday, 11th birthday and so on. I'd like to say sorry to someone, whose present I once rejected due to my rashness. Sorry! =[

#4 My two Barbies

I used to have more when I was younger, but now I have two left. One is still unopened. It was my 9th birthday present from my mum and aunt, if I'm not mistaken. It's some kind of limited or special edition Barbie that costed a hefty amount of money for a Barbie doll. I think the Barbie's wearing a wedding gown or something. Can't really remember and I can't check on it now 'cause it's on a very high shelf making friends with dust bunnies. =/

#5 My The Parent Trap CD

Had it since '98. That makes it about 11 years old. I know 'cause my mum wrote a date on it. Heh. I love that movie! I used to watch it over and over again whenever I was bored. I'm thinking of watching it again sometime soon, anyone? :)

These things are special, maybe not to you, but to me - definitely.

Turn off that lazy switch.

2010-01-02T14:46:00.003+08:00

See you guys in school on monday!

I'm offering free happy-new-year-and-welcome-back-to-school hugs*!

;)

*Terms and conditions apply. Heh.

Neverending.

2009-12-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

On, or off? You tell me.

By the time you're reading this, it's most likely year 2010 already.

I'm scheduling the post date and time to 11:59pm tonight.

It'll be my final post for 2009, and probably the first post that I'll read in 2010.

Yes, I reread my posts to double check.

So, happy new year! :)

Had an awesome eve of new year's eve yesterday.

Went shopping with Dear and Yin, then barbecue at Xian's.

I think I was kinda off last night.

I recall arguing with Moi, bickering with Joon, complaining about my eye, uttering the word spastic every few seconds, called someone a doodoo brain and screaming about how unfair it is that everyone is so tall there when I'm standing behind everyone else in a picture.

Due to all the unnecessary screaming and non-stop talking, I've made my budding sore throat even worse.

I'm officially sick on new year's eve. *sigh*

Well, it's not like I'm doing anything today anyway.

Unless you count sitting infront of the telly for the night, something.

Perspective.

To others, it may be an ending.

To me, it's going to be a beginning.

Things aren't gonna change unless you do something about it.

and hell yeah, I'm gonna do something.

;)

Tick tock.

2009-12-28T16:00:00.002+08:00

The final week.

Time to get everything done, make crucial decisions and find solutions to all the problems that I don't want to bring forward to the new year.

On a second thought, I think I'll just slack to the max for this whole week.

There'll be no room for slacking next year.

Itching to splurge some cash on shoes. and clothes. and everything else.

;)

Last Christmas...

2009-12-21T21:41:00.004+08:00

Christmas plans, anyone?

We've reached an impasse.

I see you.

2009-12-18T22:00:00.003+08:00

Watched Avatar yesterday, with my dearest wife. :)

Tried to shine brightly, but somehow I think I'm an ineffective light bulb. Heh.

Avatar's a good movie, story line's pretty predictable but it was a good movie nonetheless.

*thumbs up*

Gonna have to drag our lazy selves to school in two weeks.

Totally not looking forward to that.

I'm gonna have to start practicing telling people that I'm 17. and a Form 5 student.

I'll have to try hard and convince myself to believe it first though.

;)

I see you.

What you said.

2009-12-14T18:20:00.002+08:00

Ever had something that you want real bad? Something you might even kill to have. Well er, imagine it as a…piece of chocolate cake.

No, it’s not just an ordinary piece of chocolate cake. At least isn’t to you. It’s special. In what way? Honestly, you haven’t got a single clue. It’s just special. You’ve wanted to place a bite of it into your mouth for so long now; you’ve just realized this deep craving had been in you for erm, three freaking years. Three crazy years indeed, since the bakery opened. Three insane years since you’ve tasted a piece of what you call heaven.

You recall passing by the bakery for the very first time –the sight of the chocolate cake and the smile the old lady offered you from behind the counter. How tempting the freshly baked chocolate cake looked then, you just wanted to rush in and take a bite. And you did, after a great amount of persuasion; daddy relented and let you have a slice of it. You thought you’d died right then, that’s what your three year old self thought. Well, obviously you aren’t six feet under yet, proven by your currently six year old self.

While you thought the cake was simply amazing, daddy thought otherwise. He said it was bland and swore that he’d never let you eat that again no matter how much you begged him to. Dejected, you realized there was nothing you could do about it. So you kept your desires hidden. You never told anyone, not even mommy because she’d tell daddy to get it, anyway.

Now, three years passed and you deemed that it’s a suitable time to at least try to change daddy’s mind about that piece of special chocolate cake. You’ve been dropping hints for months to daddy, hoping he’d get what you mean. And yes he does, he knows that you’re craving for chocolate cake and promised to get you one whole chocolate cake. Yes, mission accomplished! Bet you’re totally doing a victory dance in your head right now.

With your small hand in daddy’s big hand, both of you step out of the house and onto the street. Daddy almost walked right past that bakery! You pulled him to a stop and told him that you want the chocolate cake from that particular bakery. Much to your disappointment, daddy shook his head no. Your eyes welled up right as daddy muttered his disapproval. You felt a big fat tear roll down your cheek and started crying uncontrollably.

Daddy brought you to the side of the street, and kneeled down so he was eye to eye with you. He wiped away your tears and told you to stop crying, it breaks his heart to see you sad. If you’d stop crying, he’d tell you why he refuses to get the cake from that bakery, he said. Somehow, you managed to stop crying, and asked him a simple why.

Because I want to give you only the best things, baby. That was what he said.

After hearing that, you knew how awesome your daddy is and all you could think of is how much you love him. He’s the best. :)

Sure, you’ll still crave for the chocolate cake but in the back of your mind, you’ve registered something.

You can’t always get what you want.

Mission of the day.

2009-12-10T11:20:00.004+08:00

Don't worry, I didn't steer the boat into some gigantic rock or anything. =P

I'm so uber bored right now. Not because there's nothing to do.

I'm too lazy to do anything at all. =/

My mission of the day is to make someone fall in love with me.

Haha. Nah, just joking. ;)

side note: For those curious, assuming and judgmental people out there, FYI I am so not in love.

Though I have to say this - I'm reading a book, How to Make Anyone Fall in Love with You by Leil Lowndes.

No, I wouldn't and didn't buy the book on purpose. The sisters wanted some other books which came in a set with this particular book.

It's kinda intriguing, I wanted to know what are the contents of the book, thus why I'm reading it right now. Heh.

Alright my true mission of the day is actually to do handstands.

Honestly hope I won't hurt myself in the process. *fingers crossed*

And right, I should haul my lazy ass to get some revision done.

Seriously fearing for my results next year if I don't grasp all the Form4 syllabus now.

*sigh* See how exam oriented our education system is? It's all for the grades...

I love to learn. but studying for exams suck like crap.

Love is even more hazardous than the Olympics because, if you fumble on the first date, you don't get the chance to compete again next time. -- Leil Lowndes.

Who knew you could compare love to Olympics? :)

Time & distance.

2009-12-08T22:56:00.003+08:00

Thank you, again. :)

Once your soft toy, forever your soft toy?

I guess we'll find out in time.

It it's supposed to be yours forever, it'll happen for sure.

If not, I'm sure the soft toy will at least try to embrace whatever that comes in it's way.

I bet the soft toy would like a change. At least it'll try.

;)

A, B, C. Where's D? Hehe.

My own pace.

2009-12-05T21:38:00.002+08:00

November 18th 09'

Call me dependent, but I constantly find myself leaning towards my pillars of support. Known in other words as my tight knit circle of friends. It’s actually hard to find people who are actually true to you.

My friends provide me with a comfort zone. I found my niche in our friendship. So I guess that’s why we stick together, eh? We’re comfortable around each other. =]

For a person like myself, I find it extremely difficult to share my problems with other people. It almost feels like I’m burdening them, or making myself weak and vulnerable to the world. I’m certainly not the most expressive person walking on this piece of earth. While that being that, I'm just another human being and I most definitely still have to express myself in one way or another.

I run to them with my problems, because I know they wouldn’t judge me behind my back. For that sole reason, I value them enough already – so much that words can’t simply be enough to express. However, of course, I do not share my problems with every single one of them. I can only open up to certain people regarding certain things. Obviously I do not limit these certain people to females only, sometimes you need a perspective from the male point of view. :)

So my point is, I’m so freaking lucky to have my friends. We’ve come a long way, and we still have to continue this run that has no finishing line. ;)

Sometimes actually it was just now I think friendship has a better chance on lasting longer excluding family or blood relations, of course. I’m doing a lot of thinking lately, with Sudoku and what not. It feels good to keep your brain running.

Friendship is a wonderful thing, isn’t it? =D

Funk.

2009-12-04T11:44:00.007+08:00

Asphyxiated. As if someone’s smothering you with a pillow. Claustrophobic. Exactly how you feel like when the pillow invades your personal space. You’ve never realized how much you need the oxygen until now. How you’ve taken the oxygen for granted all this time.

At the verge of passing out, you think that you’d trade anything just to be able to breathe again. Even if it means losing everything you have. Survival instincts? Maybe. Or it might just be you, having put everything into perspective.

Your subconscious probably acknowledged that you value your space a lot. So much that you’d trade the world for it. But you can’t make up your mind. The devil says just do it. The angel says what if?

So you settle for something you always resort to, it's sort of your middle ground for everything – running. You guessed if you don’t want to do either – then neither. People may call you a coward for all they want, like you’d give a damn about it.

You’ll have to face it sooner or later. But you’ve decided that it isn’t called sooner or later for no reason, right? You’ll deal with it, just not now. What you need right now, is a break. ;)

Would you have everything but suffocate, or nothing but able to breathe?

Feels like a panic attack.

Between want and need.

2009-12-03T18:14:00.002+08:00

Oh, how I love contradicting myself.

Perplexed.

2009-12-02T18:33:00.005+08:00

The complexity of this situation frustrates me.

I'm not sorry I can't mimic your words and I don't think I have the need to be.

You know the truth behind my reply, you know why I can't do the same.

Maybe something will change, who knows?

but I had a great time today.

Thank you. :)

It's er...kinda salty. Just incase you're curious. ;)

I wonder...

2009-12-01T10:32:00.002+08:00

So, I tagged along with Summer to work yesterday.

The reason why? I thought it'd be fun. =]

and it was fun. Meeting a lot of people from different countries. No angmohs, sadly.

I wasn't just there to sit around okay! I was the...phone safe keeper during the press conference, I had 5 phones at one time. Heh.

The thing is, they kept asking me how old I am.

and my sister's boss, who's a pretty funny guy told everyone that I'm 12.

Somehow they actually believe it.

There's this guy from HK, after knowing I'm allegedly 12, asked what grade I'm in.

I was totally dumbfounded.

I'm 16, for heaven's sake. I'm taking my SPM next year and I look like I can pass for a UPSR student.

Wonder if it's a good thing or a bad thing.

How old would you guess I am, if you don't know me?

Would like some sincere answers, please. :)

Oh yeah, the picture was taken this morning so I guess that's how I look like right now.

;)

Sha la la lavin. claps

2009-11-25T16:39:00.012+08:00

Don't say I didn't warn you: This is a picture heavy post. :)

About a month ago, LiTeng informed me about MrLavin's wedding and I was left with the job of announcing the news to everyone else. You know, I kinda wonder why it's always me. Not that I'm complaining, just a little curious though. =]

So after lotsa text messages, phone calls and saliva, almost all of the 6Joy05' were informed.

Some were left out due to the sole reason that I don't know how to reach them.

Was pretty excited about it 'cause we haven't had a gathering since...well, I don't even remember when.

Plus, after Leng confirmed that she'll be there, my excitement level just doubled up. =]

Alright, let's just cut all the crap and move on with pictures!

I'm Mashi's very effective alarm clock. =D That's me in the background with my legs on the desk, trying to avoid this adorable fur ball from licking me.

Miraculously, we've got the invitation card!

and there's tamil words in it! I claimed that I could read it. but wait, aren't you curious as to why we suddenly got the invitation card when MrLavin didn't give one to us?

Here's your answer! LiTeng!

She almost couldn't attend, but at the last minute and with some arrangements like a sleepover at Mash's she can! =D

MrBranded wanted to buy a RICE COOKER for MrLavin. Thank heavens we managed to convince him to just get chocolates. *wipes sweat*

We went over to Leng's. Her aunt's gonna drop us at the wedding place.

She's my wife. Not kiddy Ding's. :)

TOMATO!

Yes, we bought our dresses at the same place, on the same day.

We left Leng's home, picked up Xian and off we go to the wedding place.

Saw Joshua on the way, we called him and told him that he walked towards the wrong direction. Heh.

Those who were in Lyn's car got there earlier.

He used to teach us maths back in Junior6. *reminiscing the past*

They remind me of those...cartoons. You know, where they blow that musical instrument and snakes come out? =D

Look! He's smiling. Haha. He's the one on the left. and no, he's not marrying a guy. That's illegal in Malaysia. That's his wife's brother.

There's the bride!

From the left.

From the right.

People on the left.

JoshieHo. *shakes head*

Xian and Chang infront.

Is it me or is Joshua being overly feminine? =P

They passed all kinds of food around. Some were really bummed that we didn't got the muruku. Heh.

Candy thingie that I didn't get to taste 'cause I forgot all about it afterwards.

Then, we went downstairs 'cause the people said we'll be eating.

We went through the massive human jam, only to go up again right after we got downstairs.

Girls.

It's CikWati! and the librarian!

Mash, Leng, Josh.

Xian trying to be coy.

Joshua shamelessly shows some PDA towards Daniel.

Spot someone familiar? Super tall, blue shirt? It's MrBio! or MrGanesh. Whichever you prefer.

Insanely tall AnXian who told me I'm not short when I went to the night market with him yesterday.

Moving on!

No idea what I saw. Joshua proposed to MrLavin right infront of his wife. and Honn kissed Lavin. I bet his wife thinks we're a bunch of mentally unstable kids. =P

The pretty kolam thingie at the entrance.

Proceed to food. The curry was awesome. =D

They served Nescafe! =D

I swear he's attacked almost every single one of the guys that night.

Our turn for some PDA. Have I told you she's so prettyyyyyyyyyyy? =]

I'm grabbing every chance I have to molest Eli's super smooth skin. =D

I've never really seen Chang afraid of anything until Josh hugged him. Now we know what Chang's afraid of!

Xian took this picture. He purposely took someone out of the picture.

Xian's prey. She was standing right beside me in the previous picture. Haha.

Group picture! Josh, you're not convincing us that you're a straight guy. *shakes head*

Adorable teddies on the car.

They found the 'No Parking' signboard and placeed it in front of the wedding car.

We were totally being our insane selves that night. The other wedding guests must've been giving us weird looks all night.

We were bored, and so we went upstairs again.

Aww. How sweet. They were posing for the camera.

It's pretty sweet. Until this guy popped out, kneeled down again, and started singing.

We're his first batch. 6Joy05'

After all that, we continue our insane-fest!

Somebody magically took out a marker pen. That's me, making a mark on Josh's hand.

I hope someone bit him on his way home via the LRT! =P

Mashi's turn.

Pinch him!

Xian wrote this right after I wrote mine.

Leng.

Feel him!

Honn wrote a 'mat dou dak' anything is fine on his neck.

Teng's (?)

Eli says...

rob him!

At that time, MrLavin already came down to have his food and what not.

Being the crazy thing he is,

Josh went in and told MrLavin to write something on his belly.

What he got was a 'bye!'. I guess MrLavin wants this lunatic kid to go somewhere else and let him have his wedding in peace. Heh.

Intentional candid shot. I ruined the picture by losing my balance.

The toilet stinks like someone poured an insane amount of ammonia solution in it.

Dears.

Lopozaiis.

Trying to substitute for my dear, who's LiTeng's wife.

I can finally say I have a picture of me with the TwinTowers in it!

Chilled at MZ corner, Sg Long after that.

Went home at 12.

Long day, exhausting both physically and mentally, but worth every second of it.

When's the next gathering? ;)

I scream!

2009-11-24T21:26:00.002+08:00

Stressed spelled backwards is desserts. Coincidence? I think not! -- Author unknown.

Imagine yourself walking into an ice cream parlour. You take in the sight of the bright lights, glossy chairs, as well as the variety of ice cream colours and flavours. Involuntarily, you smile. Walking towards the ice cream displays, the server flashes a smile at you, hoping that he’d be able to convince you to get the latest flavour available.

But no.

You’ve already made up your mind before setting foot into the parlour. Politely, the server’s offer for a free taste of the new flavour was declined and put aside. You told him you’ll be having your favourite of the moment, mint. Without another word, he prepped your order of a double scoop in a cup.

After paying, you grabbed your purchase and went to a seat facing the outside. Enjoying the taste of your ice cream, you take notice of the people walking outside the parlour. Hmm, that girl has a great looking pair of killer heels.

Unknowingly, your train of thoughts drift towards another direction. Somehow, you end up thinking about your previous favourite ice cream flavour. It was strawberry. No, yam. Wait, it’s corn. It’s...cookies and cream, yeah.

Oh no, wait. It’s espresso!

Finishing the last of your mint ice cream, you find yourself longing for the taste of espresso. You walk up to the server again. He gave you an amused look and teasingly asked if you changed your mind about trying the brand new flavour. You let out a small laugh, and told him you’ll have a scoop of espresso ice cream on a cone.

With the ice cream cone in hand, you walk out of the parlour smiling widely like a lunatic. People throw you are-you-crazy?-looks but you could care less. You find yourself favouring espresso ice cream again. But that doesn’t mean you’re replacing mint. Mint’s still number one at the moment.

Mint may be the favourite. But that doesn’t mean you can’t have a taste of espresso too. ;)

What’s your favourite ice cream flavour? :)

four h oh nine.

2009-11-20T19:49:00.004+08:00

We're awesome, I know.

;)

2nd floor, 1st class from the right.

2009-11-19T10:53:00.002+08:00

♥ Senior 4 Hope 09'

So quickly, the end of our so called honeymoon year is here already.

Plus with yesterday being my last day of school, I guess I'm totally done with being in senior four.

My last day of being in senior four was great, spent together with my crazy classmates and concluded with our very own class party. 16 boxes of Domino's pizzas were involved in the process.

This year's an awesome year, I'm really glad to be put in 4 Hope although I had doubts in the beginning of the year.

4 Hope, despite all our differences in many aspects, we're very united. At least that's what I believe. ;)

We've worked together to solve a lot of problems, be it a small yet hard Mizexyz math question or big issues that got us sent to the principal's office.

We laugh at the same things, or the same person. We feel annoyed by the same people over and over again.

So it's therefore pretty fair for me to conclude that we have plenty of fun together, eh?

You guys brighten my school days, and looking back at them now makes me smile.

'Cause KhaiMing's humour never fails to crack me up, and Boo's questions always annoy me to no end.

Senior 4 Hope 09' rocks my socks!

and my socks are clean! ;)

FILLY!

2009-11-17T22:46:00.002+08:00

Okay. So I was chatting with a pretty cute guy today on MSN, let’s call him Filly. Hey Filly, if by any chance you’re reading this-thank me for praising you! You know who you are. ;)

Alright. Somehow Filly ended up asking me: ‘Do you believe in yourself?’ Without hesitation I typed a ‘Yeah I do believe in myself’ and pressed enter. Don’t get me wrong, I totally believe in myself but it kinda got me wondering.

To what extent do I believe in myself?

The sky’s the limit, I guess. :) That’s the optimistic me there. I’d like to think I’m a happy-go-lucky person most of the time but of course I have my oh-so-pessimistic times as well. So that sums up that I believe in myself quite a hefty bit. =D

I believe that the human mindset is very strong. Why? Well I’m not sure if it’s proven or not, but here goes my theory – once you have a goal or an aspiration or whatever want to call it, you consciously or subconsciously work towards achieving it.

Well of course, it’s not the only thing to do. You’ll have to stay positive, be determined and be even more positive. Heh.

AH HA! I just remembered reading The Secret. A pretty good self-help book, if you believe in what it says. Pessimistic people should read the book, seriously. Don't infect me with your negativity. =P

You are what you think. If you think you can, you can. =]

Now I feel kinda random. Haha. But seriously, who cares? ;)

I'm positive.

2009-11-13T21:30:00.001+08:00

Just friends, baby.

sniffles and coughs

2009-11-12T10:34:00.002+08:00

So the doctor granted me a holiday today.

Not that I actually needed it, as if I'm gonna haul my ass to school if he didn't give me the sick cert.

MrDoctor gave me antibiotics, flu meds, panadol and cough syrup.

My panadol prescription is kinda...insane?

One and a half tablets, four times a day. Which translates to 6 tablets in a single day.

Won't I get overdosed or something? Haha. I guess not, doctors are supposed to know right.

I'm most definitely not gonna consume that much of panadol.

I ate one tablet just now, and not planning to eat anymore later if I don't have any fever.

I hate cough syrup! Yuck.

Why can't they make them into tablets. I hate that the taste lingers on your tongue even after you've swallowed it.

Have no idea how can people get addicted to that sickening medicine.

It's so disgustingly disgusting. Heh.

You're not here to make me feel better.

Liza's bash.

2009-11-11T18:50:00.005+08:00

Been quite some time since I've updated something like this.

Probably due to the fact that I was cooped up at home, studying my brain cells off till about a week ago.

Liza's bash was on last saturday, 2 days after her actual birth date.

So, we secretively planned to go to Mashi DumDum's place to work on our super secret project.

Heh.

Me, opening my parcel. Ball of fur aka Kitty, doing something there.

Mashi always take pictures of me while I'm using the laptop. This is not another weird way okay! I was trying to prevent Kitty from licking my toes. It's ticklish lah.

and then...

Moi cracks eggs! Reminds me of Wii's Cooking Mama game. Heh.

Yeap, we're baking a cake for the birthday girl!

Professionals at work. We use technology while baking!

At work. With the help of AuntyMak/Chen. Idk which I should use.

Lyn trying to avoid being in the picture? That's Yin and I over there, camwhoring while they were doing the baking.

Moisy and Lynzie.

Three crazies trying to mix the sugar and butter.

Moisy and his secretary, Yin. but somehow Moisy was doing work for Yin. He's checking out skins for her blog.

Munching on a cracker. =D

Just realized that this particular tee is like my baking tee. I wore it when I baked in Liza's house too.

Poor Kitty being left on the chair.

Mixer! *platplatplatplat*

The other three people arriving! So happy that they arrived!

Why? Starbucks! Thank you WYip!

The unbaked cake is about to be a baked cake! Haha.

My loves. Coffee, phone, GossipGirl. =]

Hmm, something on the laptop must have interested me.

The guy who bought us Starbucks, got chased by the cute ball of fur.

Shaun, why your head so big one?

And then he compares with Moi's.

and they kept measuring.

Mash and I took showers and got ready for the party while WYip and Shaun watched GG downstairs.

The others left to get ready in Lyn's place.

My ugly toes and Shaunneh.

At Liza's.

Guys and their PSPs. *shakes head*

Not quite the group shot.

Mashi, Liza and Eli.

Why I not in this picture one? =[

The Mashi and I.

Sokie and I.

I don't remember taking this picture. Mashi does, however.

Lynzie, Kristal and Yun.

Mashi, Yin and I.

Dailydoseofkisses, springbloodyvampire, passionateembrace-yin, ecstaticismyworld and endlessbridetears.

Imcaely.

Audery! Don't run away from me! Heh. I'm here to take revenge 'cause you always bully me.

Positive and Negative.

Yerrrr, why you all got pictures with Dery one?

Molesting Eli. Her skin's so soft. Enviousssss.

The hostess and I.

Mustached Shaunneh.

Finally somebody else who looks like a kid for a change! DingHan.

What's with my expression. Idk.

Note to self: Don't stand next to Moi when taking pictures.

The Shaunneh and I.

Temporary traffic polices. Ushering people out from Liza's room.

Played this childhood game. We're even playing it in school now. Heh.

Camouflage, MOImeleon. XD

Tiramisu cakes from SR.

I got creamed. Yikes.

Now Ding calls me the girl who smells like cake.

Haha.

Had fun that day. Thanks Liza for the invitation and giving us a great time.

Weird.

2009-11-09T19:41:00.003+08:00

Bring on the shackles-I'm your prisoner.

Weird. This word's like my new favourite word.

Because things are really weird lately.

I finally got the opportunity to know how rumours start today.

It happens when a random bystander sees something that intrigues him or her, I suppose.

If I let some guy touch my hair or head, it means I like him?

To me, definitely no.

If it does symbolize that, you might as well conclude that I'm married to ShaunW, since I allowed him to carry me.

Don't spread any unnecessary rumours okay?

Today's definitely not my day.

Felt nauseous in the morning, itchy left eye in the noon and right now, I'm coming down with sore throat and a slight flu.

I think I'm burning up too.

Pray that I get well soon.

Oh ya, I passed by Pn Noraidah she used to teach me back in junior after school today.

and she asked me if I was in senior 1 or senior 2.

I smiled and told her that I'm in senior 4.

She looked...surprised?

Haha.

No doubt that I love Edward, but what if Jake's the better choice?

I'd still pick Edward, I'm sure.

;)

Plus, Jake's like a brother. Incest, eww.

Full of maybes.

2009-11-03T22:54:00.004+08:00

Maybe I need more slumber time.

It’s like...jumping off a super tall cliff. Assume that you have something that you really desire and can only get it if you jump.

In the beginning, you seem to hesitate and you can’t make the decision – to jump, or not to? You weigh the pros and cons, trying to pick out the best choice. You don’t want to regret.

Pros, you’d get what you want, of course. Cons, you’d get hurt.

Alright, after contemplating, you’ve decided not to jump. You’ve made up your mind that it’s not worth it, after all. You make a 180 degrees turn, and start to walk away from the cliff.

But you give in to this random urge to turn around and look at the cliff again. And once you look back, you reach the point of no return. You make this crazy split second decision. You run, you run really REALLY fast towards the edge of the cliff and jump, head first.

With the exhilaration and adrenaline pumping in your veins, you feel great. It isn’t a very bad choice now, is it? Too bad, all good things come to an end. Once the thrills wear off, you have that sense of fear – what if you hit the waters too hard and die anyway? You definitely don’t want to die yet.

You don’t get a choice now. What’s about to happen isn’t in your hands. All you can do is brace yourself for the worst that can happen. Just as you’re about to come in contact with the waters, you shut your eyes as tight as they can go.

After what seems like centuries, you open them. You feel like thanking some unknown almighty power just because you survived. Do you get what you want now? Yep, and that makes you want to do a happy dance, despite the fact that you have difficulties even when you move. Oh, don’t expect to get away unscathed all right. You hurt all over, but it’s a small price to pay, your little voice says.

You deserve the chance to be happy, maybe for a fraction of a second. The next thing you know, you lost your newly acquired treasure to the strong currents. You reach out to grasp it in your hand, but you failed. After a few tries, and your lethargy finally kicking in, you give up. You float on your back, silent tears flowing down your cheeks and into the waters.

Maybe you weren’t supposed to jump. Maybe it was meant to be. Maybe you didn’t try hard enough. Maybe you did something wrong.

Maybe you just wanted chance.

I miss having long hair.

2009-10-31T15:05:00.005+08:00

Note: This was typed on the 31st of October.

2007

So I was in the passenger seat last night, coming home from Sunway with a mild headache when I heard this particular song.

Tank’s 专属天使 was playing on OneFM.

And it’s weird that I actually felt like I grew up when I heard that song. Old songs, okay, it’s not exactly old OLD, but you get it, tend to give me that feeling all the time. Especially songs that I used to play again and again on my playlist. Time flies, after all.

I miss those days where we were pretty much carefree. Is it me, or does it feel like back in those junior days, all we talked about was boys, crushes, who’s liking each other and more about boys? It was as if the world revolves around them. It’s different now, for me it is, at least. We’ve got much more to think about, much more decisions in our hands. Boys-slash-men are still part of our everyday must-talk-about topics, but we have other things to chatter about as well. Like how disgusting rodents and ruminants are after we learn about them in biology. =P

Sorry MrBio, I know you said no organism is disgusting. But I beg to differ; spiders are very VERY disgusting and also, intimidating. =[

It’s so hard to really appreciate the present. But we’ll still have to give it a try, no? ;)

There are songs that make us want to dance. Songs that make us want to sing along. But the best songs are the ones that bring you back to the moment you first heard them and once again, break your heart. – Gossip Girl III.

Rumour has it.

2009-10-29T18:51:00.002+08:00

“Ehh, you know hor..” Blapblapblap. Or as my moral teacher puts it – bopetbopet. *laughs*

Rumours and gossips and what not. I’d have to admit, I actually enjoy listening to some of them. May it be totally absurd or outrageous, it’ll give me something to ponder or even laugh about. =] Oh, I can finally continue watching GossipGirl III by the way, now that the finals are over! =D

There’s been a heck lot of rumours spreading around this year. Especially the ones about some crazy lower seniors doing this and that. Well, to me, those rumours are doubtable but not impossible. They LOOK like they would do those kind of things. And by the way, during this two weeks of finals, I’ve noticed that a bunch of lower seniors have the potential to break some glass using their DAILY high pitched screamings. No idea what they’re screaming about, but seriously, stop screaming lah.

Okay, back to the topic.

I’m not much of a rumour spreader. Note: not much. Most of the time I’m just the one receiving the rumours. But I’ve never really been the topic of a rumour. Not that I know of, that is. Earlier this week, someone informed me of a certain rumour about me.

Apparently, I’m dating one of the guys in my class. Who is totally taken, and I don’t think I could like someone like him. I mean, sure I like him as a friend and he’s a really good friend but he’s not exactly boyfriend material to me. He’s more of an annoying kid that doesn’t grow up. =P

Wait, that’s not all of it. I’m somehow either dating that particular classmate of mine, or our recent ex-principal’s son. This had got me really laughing when I got to know. Not that I’d mind, ‘cause I’ve heard on many accounts that he’s really cute but come on, I haven’t even seen him before. I don’t even know his name!

So really, if you’ve heard these rumours or anything close to it, let me set it straight for you that none of them is true. They’re just plainly absurd and so worth laughing about.

What about you? What’s the most absurd rumour that you’ve heard of? Regardless if it concerns you or not.

Do tell me, ‘cause I’m sampat ma. ;)

When you can't...

2009-10-23T21:43:00.003+08:00

cram any more information into your brain, you'll know it.

'cause you'll start paying more attention than you're supposed to, to non-study related things in the book.

You: What is a real image?

Me: Idk, my physics book told me that we'll discuss it later.

and I'm pretty sure that the person in Figure 5.31 must be a cross-dresser.

I wonder why he was wearing a dress and had his hair tied up in a bun when he was having his eyes tested though.

Any idea as to why?

;)

Science subjects up next week!

Additional math, chemistry, physics and biology.

Hope everything turns out even better than this week!

Fingers crossed! =D

Avoid dehydration.

2009-10-16T23:08:00.002+08:00

Focus, baby.

;)

Hilarious.

2009-10-13T21:33:00.002+08:00

My laughing graph. Courtesy of Mashi.

My jaw hurts from laughing so much today.

4Hope is just plainly hilarious. Amidst all the crazy business about how close the exams are, that's next week, by the way. we do stupid stuff whenever there's no teacher supervision.

Well, even when there is, we'll do some random crazy stuff anyway. Like what happened in history today... Heh

Hello Cute Face #2! If you're reading this. =D

All the best for the coming final terms! ;)

Just the thought of you can drive me wild. Ohh, you make me smile. -- Smile, Uncle Kracker.

Must be an angle problem.

2009-10-10T22:53:00.003+08:00

Totally caught off guard.

Is it me, or does my head look extra huge in the picture?

“Never regard study as a duty, but as the enviable opportunity to learn to know the liberating influence of beauty in the realm of the spirit for your own personal joy and to the profit of the community to which your later work belongs.”

-- Albert Einstein

;)

My DumDum.

2009-10-05T18:17:00.005+08:00

Tiny dinosaur & DumDum

I've always known that...

You're the one who'll be there for me, no matter rain or shine.

You're the one I tell my problems too, offering me your sincere thoughts.

You're the one I share my secrets with, knowing that you wouldn't blackmail me with them. ;)

You're the one who I'm so comfortable with, I can fall asleep with you.

You're the one who treats me like your little girl, guiding me whenever I steer off course.

You're the one I'll go crazy with, because I know you wouldn't judge me.

You're the one who I'd be really sarcastic with, just because you know the meanings behind my sarcasm.

You're the one who knows that I'm sad, even when I have a smile plastered on my face.

and now, I hope that your brain cells can comprehend that...

I'll be here for you, and don't think about getting rid of me 'cause I'm staying for good.

I'll be the one who'll listen, even if you make my ears bleed with all your problems.

I'll be keeping your secrets safe, because you know a heck lot of mine. ;P

I'll be the person you can be yourself with, because I already know of your weird habits.

I'll be protecting your true identity, which is a mushroom, by the way and I swear I won't tell anyone about it.

I'll be the one who'll put you in a straight jacket, before you go too crazy.

I'll be rolling my eyes at your sarcasm, because your sarcastic remarks are lame. HAHA

I'll be the shoulder you can cry on, but I'd offer you a big hug first and warn you that you might be sued for drowning my shirt with your salty tears. =]

My dearest Mashi DumDum,

well, since you're always nagging me to write a poem for you, I thought I'd give it a try.

*five minutes later*

Nope, I'm not poetic. Sorry. =/

Happy sweet sixteen, you big DumDum!

Lotsa lotsa love from your insane friend,

Ghia. =]

P/s: I want an invitation to your 50th birthday! I don't care if you have wrinkles or not. Heh

Murder attempt #2.

2009-10-02T18:04:00.004+08:00

I think I'm out to hurt myself these days.

and it doesn't really help when I'm slightly clumsy - pointed out by a certain someone out there whenever I complain about my bruises.

It's not really my fault that my semi-circular canals refuse to cooperate with me.

So I've been having a new bruise almost every week. and I have no idea what caused them.

It's definitely not the whole pinched-by-a-ghost thing, 'cause apparently, if you're pinched by a ghost, the bruise wouldn't hurt. Well that's what YChang said.

My bruises, they definitely hurt.

and I swear my smart tag is trying to kill me.

Today's my smart tag's second attempt at murdering me.

My skin got off, and I was totally dumbfounded at the sight of the skinless patch on my wrist. Dery and I went 'OMG!'

It's like a white patch. and then 2 seconds later, red started to seep out.

and it kept bleeding throughout lunch. Not alot though, just little by little.

I was worried it wouldn't stop bleeding and it's not going to be really troublesome since I had a chemistry experiment right after lunch.

So, thanks to I-have-cute-plasters!-Liza, my wound is plastered and tada! Note the cute plaster in the above picture.

I hope I'll stop hurting myself.

Heh. =]

Kiss my boo boo and make it all better?

I'll smack you if you don't.

Oh wait, I already did. ;)

Being finical.

2009-09-27T14:36:00.002+08:00

I love to eat but I can be a very finicky eater at times.

No idea why, but I'm me like that. I'm laughing now cuz I don't really understand what I just typed. XD

Top 5 food/drinks that I will only willingly consume when the world is depleted of all other food.

1. Egg yolk.

I find uncooked and half-boiled egg yolks very very very disgusting. It's like slimy and gooey and sticky and plainly eww. Cooked egg yolks are still tolerable but I avoid them as much as possible.

2. Chinese sausage/waxed sausage.

Also known as 'lap cheong' in cantonese. I never liked eating them. I don't even eat much when we have fried rice that has chinese sausages in it. The one and only exception to these sausages are the honey waxed sausages from Thailand. Other than that, nope. *shakes head*

3. Mixed vegetables.

Seriously, mixed vegetables? Yuck. I pick them out when eating fried rice.

4. Overly sweet stuff.

For instance, school's soya bean. Pretty sure a handful of my friends have heard me complain about that before. Heh. I swear it's like drinking sugar rather than soya. I'm totally not fond of uber sweet stuff unless they're supposed to be that sweet. Like candies and chocolate. Wait, I don't even like milk chocolate. White chocolates are my second choice, dark is always my fave. =]

5. Soft drinks.

Was never fond of soft drinks, not even when I was a kid. I can't even drink more than half a can of 100plus without feeling like regurgitating. No idea why, it just makes me feel like I want to vomit all of it out of my system. and if you pass me a cup of coke, I'll probably ask you 'What is this?' after taking a sip of it. Seriously that has happened before. That just proves how inexperienced I am at consuming soft drinks. Haha.

I do appreciate my food okay. I just don't like the aforementioned ones.

*sigh* Today's the last day of the Raya holidays.

Time flies even when you're not having fun. =[

2 days x 5 hours of physics

2009-09-25T15:56:00.004+08:00

Have been cramming pretty hard lately, especially the last two days.

Thank heavens I'm in study-mode again. =P

Chemistry's okay, it's way way way more comprehensible compared to physics.

Speaking of physics...*sigh*

Have been studying nothing except physics since wednesday.

I think I got the hang of it, but I'm not exactly sure.

My brain can only support that little amount of logic and I honestly thought I killed my brain yesterday.

Read my tweet last night? I blame Isaac Newton.

I'm just joking, okay. I'm afraid of being hunt down by Newton's idolizers. Heh.

;)

Millions saw the apple fall, but Newton was the one who asked why. -- Bernard M. Baruch.

This is what happens...

2009-09-21T19:15:00.002+08:00

Mashi's, 20th September 09'

This is what happens when you put two really, insanely-bored-crazies-who-were-supposed-to-be-studying together in a room.

The key phrase is 'supposed-to-be-studying', well, obviously we did everything but that.

I did get a few questions of additional math done, though. and Mashi did a little flip through with additional math as well.

Other than that, we were just being our lazy-bummed selves.

Watching re-watching, in my case. GG season 2, eating, scolding Kitty that's me. She likes tickling me. Fear the mighty basketball, Kitty. I'm going to attack you with it. Muahahaha! and webcam-ing each other and Kristal.

Sounds fun eh? It was.

Me: Mashi, why are we not studying? *immensely guilted look*

Mashi: I know! Okay, we study later! *determined look*

Me: O-kay.

-Later-

Me: Mashi?

Mashi: Yeah?

Me: Turn on your webcam. Webcam with me!

Mashi: OKAY!

and so... all thoughts of studying were discarded.

When I'm "studying"...

2009-09-18T17:02:00.009+08:00

I'm easily distracted.

and when I'm distracted, I'll end up taking silly pictures of myself somehow.

I should be rewarded for being able to haul my own lazy ass to studying today!

I'm feeling really REALLY lazy, but nevertheless managed to go through 3 chapters of chemistry just now.

I'll have to catch up with every subject during this Raya holidays. *coughs*physics&history*coughs*

I haven't been able to stay focused in class lately, I have no idea why.

Before the teacher comes in, I'll tell myself: I will stay focused!

but once the teacher starts talking I'll be daydreaming off to somewhere then snapping myself out of it over and over again.

I feel like a bad student. Haha.

Hmm, my hair's longer when brought to the left side like in the picture. but when I have it down, it's the same length as the right.

I've noticed it long ago, and I'm still trying to figure it out.

Any clues to why?

In case I don't blog on Sunday,

Selamat Hari Raya to all of you who're celebrating.

I don't know. Do you?

2009-09-15T21:09:00.006+08:00

Like almost every other kid in the world, I've always wished to grow up faster.

I couldn't wait to be an adult, to be able to do whatever I want - that's what I thought back in the days.

I still do, most of the days. but today's one of the minority where I actually want to be a kid again.

It seems that as the clock ticks, everything changes. Be it a small one or one that turns your world upside down.

Minute by minute, we lose our touch of innocence, diminishing all traces of our once child-like behavior where the skies are baby blue and the sun always shining.

At the same time, lies and betrayal invades our world - tainting us, leaving us confused as to what to believe.

As repulsed as we may be with the idea of a lie or betrayal, deep down inside, we know that at some point, we're bound to commit at least a tiny lie.

The skies are no longer blue, but gray with heavy clouds that separates the rays from reaching us.

Without the sun to make the day brighter, the world just doesn't seem so beautiful anymore.

I'm always asking myself : What do I actually want? The answer that comes out of it is always the same - I don't know. I really don't.

Would the world be better off without lies?

or would it be too dull for us to feel alive?

Sometimes I just want to hide under the covers and hope that tomorrow never comes.

don't move! you're under arrest.

2009-09-11T21:28:00.003+08:00

Senior 4 Hope, 21st August 09'

Me: Anisha, I want to kill you lah.

Anisha: Why?

Me: 'Cause you're smelly! See, I'm even wearing a mask!

Anisha: Really ah? Then I also want to kill you lah. You think I don't have gun ah?

Me: *snickers under my mask* Tsk, your gun's so small! Mine is so much bigger lor!

Anisha: So what? You can't even reload this small gun!

Me: Oh, right....

Yup, I'm bored.

FYI, Anisha doesn't smell bad. I think. and I really can't reload the gun.

I'm not cracked. I'm smashed. =P

2009-09-09T19:24:00.007+08:00

When the topic food comes up...

Lyn: *suddenly hyped up* OOH OOH! You know if you mix satay gravy with char kuey teow together it tastes super duper yummy?? *insert Lyn's signature sunny smile*

Me: Ewwww. *disgusted look* Lyn, stop eating weird weird stuff together!

Lyn: No! It's good! Try it! Or you can try marshmallows with chili sauce!

Me: *sighs* Here goes Lyn and her weird eating habits again...

Don't worry Lynzie, I'll still love you. =D

A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked. -- Bernard Meltzer

;)

Mac & Cheese - failure.

2009-09-07T19:47:00.002+08:00

photos by SpringKoh, credits to WinterKoh's DSLR

Toying around with Winter's DSLR makes me feel like having one of my own.

but I'd prefer a polaroid camera!

I love polaroids! ;)

construction status: discontinued. NOT.

2009-09-06T23:03:00.006+08:00

Mashi's, 29th August 09'

~~Endless possibilities, one comes true.~~

Not what you choose, but what I chose.
You're clueless about this, I'm not.
My decision means everything, yours nothing.
What I found may not be true, but I chose to believe.
Never expected anything out of this, and no longer will.
Someday I might look back, wonder.
but never regret.

"If only, if only," the woodpecker sighs, "The bark on the tree was just a little bit softer." While the wolf waits below, hungry and lonely, He cries to the moo-oo-oon, "If only, if only." -- Holes, Louis Sachar.

Scratch all that crap up there.

I'm taking it all back. and yes, I'm entitled to do that. *sticks tongue out*

I'm so regretting. I blame my zero willpower.

Things you might want to know.

2009-09-01T21:44:00.012+08:00

Eliza's kitchen, August 25th 09'

I'm super determined to put up a post tonight, since I haven't blogged for almost a week.

I ran out of things to blog about! Heh.

I haven't got a single thing to post up till about half an hour ago, so here we go.

Warning: long post ahead. ;)

10 Random Facts of Mine You Might Want to Know

1. As mentioned in the previous post, if you've noticed, that is. I don't comb my hair unless I really have to. Seriously. The only times I comb my hair is when I have to tie my hair before leaving for school and maybe, a rare occurrence, before I go to bed. I don't get why you guys have to comb your hair almost constantly. Like Dearie. Not that it's bad or anything, I'm just wondering.

2. What's the first thing you do when you wake up? You'd probably answer 'Open my eyes lah!'. I'd answer that too. That is until recently - I realized that the first thing I do when I wake up in other words, conscious is search for my phone. Haha. That's because it's my alarm and that thing has got to be snoozed so that I can doze off for 9 more minutes. =D

3. I have the 4Cs obsession. Cash, Condominiums, Cars, Credit cards? Nah, although I wouldn't mind having all that. My 4Cs obsession - Coffee *salivates*, Chocolate yumm, Cheese and Cullen. Edward, specifically. ;)

4. I'm strong. *cue laughter* Hey, it's true! I'm virtually strong. I managed to beat YeeAng in Wii boxing okay! Apparently, I can punch quite hard too. According to Moi - which pretty much means nothing to any other guy. =P

5. I love doing math and additional math questions. Why? Because I love the wave of accomplishment that washes over me whenever I manage to answer the questions correctly. Additional math is my favourite science subject! Although I don't exactly like sitting in the lesson.

6. I have an uncanny ability to... fall. Especially when it includes staircases. It all started back when I was in Junior 6 or Senior 1. I was in the MCA hall, and I fell after I stepped down the stairs. What makes it worse was that the whole place was carpeted. Ouch factor - very high. Souvenir from that fall - a scar on my right knee. Senior 2, I fell on the stairs in my home on the day of the school trip. I actually blacked out and now have an almost unnoticeable scar on my lower back. Last year, on Moi's birthday, I sprained my left ankle when I was going down to the canteen via the staircase connecting Block A and Block B. This year's fall was in the field during the tug o' war. Curse those unnecessarily high steps.

7. I am a murderer. XD My blanket is pink. It's the closest to red I could get. It has cute cows on the upper side and the underneath has MickeyMouses. =]

8. I have a thing for fictional male characters. I don't know why. As all of you know - Edward Cullen from Twilight. Other than that, Chuck Bass from Gossip Girl, Ren Honjo from Nana and last but not least, Romeo. =D

9. I get annoyed when people refer Robert Pattinson as Edward Cullen. Yes, he plays the role of Edward but he's definitely not Edward Cullen. Don't annoy me, please. =]

10. I have celebrity crushes on Gaspard Ulliel, Ed Westwick Gaspard's sooooooooooo uber cute. and a massive female celebrity crush on Kristen Stewart. ~~I'd stalk her if I have the opportunity. Heh.~~ Pretend you never read that. ;)

I do have more, but I'm afraid this post is going to end up being a mile long.

Maybe I'll post the others up another day when I have nothing to blog about.

and also if you want to read it. =D

First impressions.

2009-08-29T15:44:00.003+08:00

You're probably totally oblivious about my random urges to type at times. Which actually leads to me, clicking the Microsoft Word icon and typing out whatever that comes to mind. and so...

I was sitting in the back seat of the car the other day when a question popped into my mind. Have you ever wondered what kind of impression you make on other people? I know I do. Especially when you have friends like mine. We go way back, back when we were still innocent and childish, chasing each other around like nobody’s business. Somehow I just can’t help but to wonder what were their first impressions of me. Shy? Funny? Cry-baby? =]

I’d be lying if I said I didn’t care about what people’s impression of me was. Sure, you’ve probably heard of the ‘I don’t care what other people say as long as I know the truth’ thing. It is true, but first you’d have to listen to what other people has got to say about you, right? And people who use that line actually care about impressions more than anyone else. It’s just an opinion, their first impression of you. You can choose to agree with it, discard it, maybe accept it or whatever it is that you want to do.

First impressions are important. They help you make acquaintances, and probably help you meet your future husband slash wife. That’s why it never hurts to maintain a good outlook. It may seem shallow to you, but it is the awful truth – people judge you by your appearance first. The way you dress, the way you style your hair, even the colour of your shoes can make or break you. Don’t sweat too much over the way you look though, meeting your other half requires the help of fate as well. Who knows? Maybe your neon pink stilettos were the thing your future husband first noticed about you! And maybe what you noticed first of him was his puke-green tie! ;)

However, you have to understand that no matter whatever impressions someone made on you, do not, I repeat – DO NOT jump to conclusions. Let’s just say that people normally exceed your expectations. You may see this guy driving around in a beat-up truck. You’d probably think he’s a middle class hunk who’s working so hard to pay up his rentals. You might be wrong, and he might just be the richest hunk around who has 5 Lamborghinis in his garage. He likes to mess with people’s heads. =P Take me for example – if you meet me somewhere with my sister or my friends. You’d probably think I’m a little girl who can’t stop laughing over some stupid joke or telling a stupid joke, for that matter. Well, if you were to think that, you’re dead wrong. What you don’t know is that I’m in fact 16 years old, and is one of the top scorers in my level. I never comb my hair unless I really have to and I’m proud to say that I try to smile at everyone I see! =D

So, what I’m saying is don’t take first impressions too seriously. But you can’t neglect it either. Now, don’t forget to make a good impression on other people the next time you’re out. It’s simple, just smile more! A smile itself will help you gain some impression points already. Oh right, one last thing, what kind of impression have I made on you? Do tell me. =]

I'm really random. I know. =D

twi-obsession.

2009-08-27T12:14:00.002+08:00

Came across these stuff while being the usual me - randomly looking around and trying to wash away all boredom.

Twilight household decorations.

Twilight fridge magnets. I want one! Hmm, I'm pretty confident that the red lines on the Bella magnet is from Romeo & Juliet. Is it not?

Robert Pattinson shower curtains. If you fix this in my bathroom, I'll never bathe in there anymore. I mean, have RPattz stare at me while I'm in there? No thanks.

Twilight quoted pillow cases! I want one! =D

Positive that this is from BD. Bella or Jake? Not very sure. =]

For all TayLautner fans. TayLautner wall decal.

I actually like this one. EdwardCullen wall decal. I have to say it does resemble RPattz well, at least you dont see his face, but it's in Edward's real height! Edward's 6'2, by the way.

Fleece blanket! Famous twilight quote to keep you warm. I want this too!

Somehow I feel like I'm just randomly blabbering. I am, right?

Heh.

Dance class tonight!

I'll be there, Dear! I dont want to face your wrath. XD

You do think of your soft toy when you're not home, after all. =]

Shortbread cookies.

2009-08-26T14:40:00.004+08:00

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

I am so bored out of my mind that I want to do something.

but I am too freaking lazy to do anything.

Heh.

Watched UP last night.

Caw, caw, RAWR!

springbloodyvampire. :)

I'm an O- ?

17th.

Something for all of you out there. :)

I'm brace face #6 .

YAY.

Yes.

What a week.

The weather is melting me.

CNY 2010: Day One.

Stop it, kitty.

WHEE!

Studying...

CNY Celebration, SSS.

Eleven.

My fortune cookie reading.

I have a secret project. *evil smile*

2010's slowpoke of the year. haha

Things with a story.

Turn off that lazy switch.

Neverending.

Tick tock.

Last Christmas...

I see you.

What you said.

Mission of the day.

Time & distance.

My own pace.

Funk.

Between want and need.

Perplexed.

I wonder...

Sha la la lavin. *claps*

I scream!

four h oh nine.

2nd floor, 1st class from the right.

FILLY!

I'm positive.

*sniffles and coughs*

Liza's bash.

Weird.

Full of maybes.

I miss having long hair.

Rumour has it.

When you can't...

Avoid dehydration.

Hilarious.

Must be an angle problem.

My DumDum.

Murder attempt #2.

Being finical.

2 days x 5 hours of physics

This is what happens...

When I'm "studying"...

I don't know. Do you?

don't move! you're under arrest.

I'm not cracked. I'm smashed. =P

Mac & Cheese - failure.

construction status: discontinued. NOT.

Things you might want to know.

First impressions.

twi-obsession.

Shortbread cookies.

I have a secret project. evil smile

Sha la la lavin. claps

sniffles and coughs