Thursday, November 19, 2009 10:53 AM
2nd floor, 1st class from the right.
♥ Senior 4 Hope 09'
So quickly, the end of our so called honeymoon year is here already.
Plus with yesterday being my last day of school, I guess I'm totally done with being in senior four.
My last day of being in senior four was great, spent together with my crazy classmates and concluded with our very own class party. 16 boxes of Domino's pizzas were involved in the process.
:)
This year's an awesome year, I'm really glad to be put in 4 Hope although I had doubts in the beginning of the year.
4 Hope, despite all our differences in many aspects, we're very united. At least that's what I believe. ;)
We've worked together to solve a lot of problems, be it a small yet hard Mizexyz math question or big issues that got us sent to the principal's office.
We laugh at the same things, or the same person. We feel annoyed by the same people over and over again.
So it's therefore pretty fair for me to conclude that we have plenty of fun together, eh?
:D
You guys brighten my school days, and looking back at them now makes me smile.
'Cause KhaiMing's humour never fails to crack me up, and Boo's questions always annoy me to no end.
=]
Senior 4 Hope 09' rocks my socks!
and my socks are clean! ;)
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 10:46 PM
FILLY!
Okay. So I was chatting with a pretty cute guy today on MSN, let’s call him Filly. Hey Filly, if by any chance you’re reading this-thank me for praising you! You know who you are. ;)
Alright. Somehow Filly ended up asking me: ‘Do you believe in yourself?’ Without hesitation I typed a ‘Yeah I do believe in myself’ and pressed enter. Don’t get me wrong, I totally believe in myself but it kinda got me wondering.
To what extent do I believe in myself?
The sky’s the limit, I guess. :) That’s the optimistic me there. I’d like to think I’m a happy-go-lucky person most of the time but of course I have my oh-so-pessimistic times as well. So that sums up that I believe in myself quite a hefty bit. =D
I believe that the human mindset is very strong. Why? Well I’m not sure if it’s proven or not, but here goes my theory – once you have a goal or an aspiration or whatever want to call it, you consciously or subconsciously work towards achieving it.
Well of course, it’s not the only thing to do. You’ll have to stay positive, be determined and be even more positive. Heh.
AH HA! I just remembered reading The Secret. A pretty good self-help book, if you believe in what it says. Pessimistic people should read the book, seriously. Don't infect me with your negativity. =P
You are what you think. If you think you can, you can. =]
Now I feel kinda random. Haha. But seriously, who cares? ;)
Friday, November 13, 2009 9:30 PM
I'm positive.
Just friends, baby.
:)
Thursday, November 12, 2009 10:34 AM
*sniffles and coughs*
So the doctor granted me a holiday today.
Not that I actually needed it, as if I'm gonna haul my ass to school if he didn't give me the sick cert.
MrDoctor gave me antibiotics, flu meds, panadol and cough syrup.
My panadol prescription is kinda...insane?
One and a half tablets, four times a day. Which translates to 6 tablets in a single day.
Won't I get overdosed or something? Haha. I guess not, doctors are supposed to know right.
I'm most definitely not gonna consume that much of panadol.
I ate one tablet just now, and not planning to eat anymore later if I don't have any fever.
I hate cough syrup! Yuck.
Why can't they make them into tablets. I hate that the taste lingers on your tongue even after you've swallowed it.
Have no idea how can people get addicted to that sickening medicine.
It's so disgustingly disgusting. Heh.
You're not here to make me feel better.
=[
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 6:50 PM
Liza's bash.
Been quite some time since I've updated something like this.
Probably due to the fact that I was cooped up at home, studying my brain cells off till about a week ago.
=P
Liza's bash was on last saturday, 2 days after her actual birth date.
So, we secretively planned to go to Mashi DumDum's place to work on our super secret project.
Heh.
Me, opening my parcel. Ball of fur aka Kitty, doing something there.
Mashi always take pictures of me while I'm using the laptop. This is not another weird way okay! I was trying to prevent Kitty from licking my toes. It's ticklish lah.
and then...
Moi cracks eggs! Reminds me of Wii's Cooking Mama game. Heh.
Yeap, we're baking a cake for the birthday girl!
Professionals at work. We use technology while baking!
At work. With the help of AuntyMak/Chen. Idk which I should use.
Lyn trying to avoid being in the picture? That's Yin and I over there, camwhoring while they were doing the baking.
Moisy and Lynzie.
Three crazies trying to mix the sugar and butter.
Moisy and his secretary, Yin. but somehow Moisy was doing work for Yin. He's checking out skins for her blog.
Munching on a cracker. =D
Just realized that this particular tee is like my baking tee. I wore it when I baked in Liza's house too.
Poor Kitty being left on the chair.
Mixer! *platplatplatplat*
The other three people arriving! So happy that they arrived!
Why? Starbucks! Thank you WYip!
The unbaked cake is about to be a baked cake! Haha.
My loves. Coffee, phone, GossipGirl. =]
Hmm, something on the laptop must have interested me.
The guy who bought us Starbucks, got chased by the cute ball of fur.
Shaun, why your head so big one?
And then he compares with Moi's.
and they kept measuring.
Mash and I took showers and got ready for the party while WYip and Shaun watched GG downstairs.
The others left to get ready in Lyn's place.
My ugly toes and Shaunneh.
At Liza's.
Guys and their PSPs. *shakes head*
Not quite the group shot.
Mashi, Liza and Eli.
Why I not in this picture one? =[
The Mashi and I.
Sokie and I.
I don't remember taking this picture. Mashi does, however.
Lynzie, Kristal and Yun.
Mashi, Yin and I.
Dailydoseofkisses, springbloodyvampire, passionateembrace-yin, ecstaticismyworld and endlessbridetears.
Imcaely.
Audery! Don't run away from me! Heh. I'm here to take revenge 'cause you always bully me.
Positive and Negative.
Yerrrr, why you all got pictures with Dery one?
Molesting Eli. Her skin's so soft. Enviousssss.
The hostess and I.
Mustached Shaunneh.
Finally somebody else who looks like a kid for a change! DingHan.
What's with my expression. Idk.
Note to self: Don't stand next to Moi when taking pictures.
The Shaunneh and I.
Temporary traffic polices. Ushering people out from Liza's room.
Played this childhood game. We're even playing it in school now. Heh.
Camouflage, MOImeleon. XD
Tiramisu cakes from SR.
I got creamed. Yikes.
Now Ding calls me the girl who smells like cake.
Haha.
Had fun that day. Thanks Liza for the invitation and giving us a great time.
=]
Monday, November 9, 2009 7:41 PM
Weird.
Bring on the shackles-I'm your prisoner.
Weird. This word's like my new favourite word.
Because things are really weird lately.
I finally got the opportunity to know how rumours start today.
It happens when a random bystander sees something that intrigues him or her, I suppose.
If I let some guy touch my hair or head, it means I like him?
To me, definitely no.
If it does symbolize that, you might as well conclude that I'm married to ShaunW, since I allowed him to carry me.
Don't spread any unnecessary rumours okay?
=]
Today's definitely not my day.
Felt nauseous in the morning, itchy left eye in the noon and right now, I'm coming down with sore throat and a slight flu.
I think I'm burning up too.
Pray that I get well soon.
Oh ya, I passed by Pn Noraidah she used to teach me back in junior after school today.
and she asked me if I was in senior 1 or senior 2.
I smiled and told her that I'm in senior 4.
She looked...surprised?
Haha.
No doubt that I love Edward, but what if Jake's the better choice?
I'd still pick Edward, I'm sure.
;)
Plus, Jake's like a brother. Incest, eww.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 10:54 PM
Full of maybes.
Maybe I need more slumber time.
It’s like...jumping off a super tall cliff. Assume that you have something that you really desire and can only get it if you jump.
In the beginning, you seem to hesitate and you can’t make the decision – to jump, or not to? You weigh the pros and cons, trying to pick out the best choice. You don’t want to regret.
Pros, you’d get what you want, of course. Cons, you’d get hurt.
Alright, after contemplating, you’ve decided not to jump. You’ve made up your mind that it’s not worth it, after all. You make a 180 degrees turn, and start to walk away from the cliff.
But you give in to this random urge to turn around and look at the cliff again. And once you look back, you reach the point of no return. You make this crazy split second decision. You run, you run really REALLY fast towards the edge of the cliff and jump, head first.
With the exhilaration and adrenaline pumping in your veins, you feel great. It isn’t a very bad choice now, is it? Too bad, all good things come to an end. Once the thrills wear off, you have that sense of fear – what if you hit the waters too hard and die anyway? You definitely don’t want to die yet.
You don’t get a choice now. What’s about to happen isn’t in your hands. All you can do is brace yourself for the worst that can happen. Just as you’re about to come in contact with the waters, you shut your eyes as tight as they can go.
After what seems like centuries, you open them. You feel like thanking some unknown almighty power just because you survived. Do you get what you want now? Yep, and that makes you want to do a happy dance, despite the fact that you have difficulties even when you move. Oh, don’t expect to get away unscathed all right. You hurt all over, but it’s a small price to pay, your little voice says.
You deserve the chance to be happy, maybe for a fraction of a second. The next thing you know, you lost your newly acquired treasure to the strong currents. You reach out to grasp it in your hand, but you failed. After a few tries, and your lethargy finally kicking in, you give up. You float on your back, silent tears flowing down your cheeks and into the waters.
Maybe you weren’t supposed to jump. Maybe it was meant to be. Maybe you didn’t try hard enough. Maybe you did something wrong.
Maybe you just wanted chance.
